Just putting this out there

I have a big drive to accomplish something for myself and my family. I want to be able to help support my family financially with one of those inborn easy talents that some people somehow pull out of their hats. I want to find that talent, that easy thing that I have too much of that gives people the money toward a house and a family and school just for the fun of going to school without my darling husband having to carry all the weight. Somehow I want that and I feel like step one is achieving my health goals so that I would suddenly have ll that time to find it and do it, but now I realize that good health will always cost me that time and that as soon as I let that go there will be no success. Not financially, health wise or personally. So what do I do? I invite you to tell me what to do because I won't stop praying and I won't stop working but sometimes people need more than their own thoughts. I could use some advice. Tell me how I can be a decent working stay at home mom and I will make up the fitness part somehow. Is it possible? Is someone out there doing it? Got anything? Please.